Brian,
I totally agree with everything you just said. I have calmed way down because i realized that no one would take me seriously if I continued to act this way. It surprised me as well when he chose to do A CT scan first instead of the biopsy. This was not a small town little ENT either. I live in Dallas and went to a large teaching hospital. As soon as he started speaking and discounting proven medical research, he kind of lost me. If he didn't at least think there was something there, he wouldn't have order the CT scan. He's not even doing the brush biospy, my dentist is going to do it today. I think I will ask her opinion on just doing the regular biospy. The white spot isn't very big and both she and the ENT agreed that it was abnormal and could see no reason for it to be there. I hear what you're saying about reigning in the crazy Brian. What's so funny is I'm usually emotionally stunted and underwhelmed to say the least. I'm a young professional that favors logic usually over emotion. The thought of not being around for my kiddo....well all rationale went temporarily out the window. Thanks for your response. It really helped to keep things in perspective.