You are correct Liz. Each and every cancer is hidious in it's ownway.

The disfigurement and eating do make it one of the worst to go thru.

I am looking for a hat & shall (like a bee keepers) so I do not offend someone else. I am past my looks,I just like to look people in the eye when I talk, and you can see that thay all "must peek", and that takes away their thoughts and they feel for you.

I will send you a PM about some of the deformaties arising hourly on my face. I want to ask gross questions that you have experianced but do not want to alarm others.

I am almost pretty enough for a leppar colony. And I hate the heartbreak I see in my loved ones eyes as they watch me deteriorate.

Thank God for the medicines. There is no way I could handle this without them.

I am so grateful to have you for a friend. Petey