Yes, I totally agree with you, next week I will schedule the best specialist in dermatology, which I was told has a lot of experience in these cases.
The worst is I am totally down and I am very much afraid of the diagnosis. The other case if not cancer, is Candida. Which appears in elderly, babies, and immunodeficiency (HIV). I only apply for the last one as I am 24 and the thrush is very resistant, meaning my immune system is very down low.
But I also tested for HIV at 9 months post exposure, and the window period is 3-6 months. So whatever it is, I have written that whatever normal thrush only takes 1-2 weeks, not 2 years.
And yes, I know you are right and this anxiety is nothing good for my holistic status. But I am so scared for it can only be a very serious disease: cancer or candida (only present in HIV patients).