I have been thinking of you lately knowing the anniversary of Neil's passing was close at hand. It is a difficult day to get through for sure. Personally I have found the second year a little easier, though I still think of my hubby every day, it seems the memories are now more of the happy times we shared.
Having 5 new grandchildren this past year certainly has helped too.
You are a strong lady and I know you will make the most of every days blessings.

Caregiver to husband Dx. Stage 4 SCC of gingiva with 3 nodes pos. Partial mandiblectomy with bone graft from iliac crest Dec. 2006. IMRT x30, Cisplatin x3. Completed Tx. March 15, 2007. Osteonecrosis & removal of graft & plate Oct. 2007. Recurrence of SCC Dec. 2007. Deceased Jan. 17, 2008.