Angelia, you are allowed to have bad days. We all do. The guys here have gotten me through many a bad moment and for that I am truly grateful. Just remember you are never alone. Whatever you are going through or feeling, you can pretty much bet someone here has gone through or felt the same. I'm so glad you are feeling better and even happier for you that your family are there with you. Enjoy your christmas.

Wife to Steve 43. DX 5 May 09. T4N2MO SCC tongue, floor of mouth, lymph nodes & jaw bone
No surgery
Teeth removed 06/07/2009
radiation 13/07/2009 x 7wks
chemo 15/07/2009 x 3 Cisplatin
last TX 28/08/2009
25/11/2009 PET-lymph node activity.
08/01/2010 CT Scan-ALL CLEAR
03/03/2010-Peg removed
01/2013 left side of Jaw removed and replaced with pectoral flap.
23/12/2020 scan show lesion in tongue
01/2021 SCC stage 3 base of tongue diagnosed
01/03/2021 chemotherapy started.