Well I am going to go have the Lymph node checked again ..It has been 3 weeks or more and it is not going down and I think gettin bigger..Could be me, but others notice it ..more pronouced now. SO we will see right I feel it in my jaw when I eat and talk now ..sounds weird I know. On a better note..The Velscope co sent my a bunch of brochures today so I can get back to calling dentist. I decided to wait unti I had brochures. And one of the Dentist I had called called me tonight and apologized for waiting so long ( only since last thurs) and he wants to talk to me tomorrow to hear my story and see the brochures and get any info I have ! So all in all I am OK ...One way or another ..I believe everything for a reason..My Drs told me I will never know why ... I think today I found out why ...SO that I can help advocate and educate for others. I have emails in to alot of the major talk show ( NOT SPRINGER HAHAHA ) and the today show and I am working on the rest! SOME ONE will listen.....I have faith !