Brian...your post made me laugh..you're right. The word contagious sounds bad.
David..thank you for the facts, I always like some stats:)
Charm, Patty and Kelly, thank you also for your input. Patty, that isn't too personal for me:) You know how they always say they will call if the pap is unusal? They never call me...so I guess that is good. I don't really need any more problems.
I so appreciate everyones input and understanding. On Friday I was so excited. I thought "Ahh...I finally know why this happened to me" Then I felt guilty like I did this to myself. Perhaps I didn't make the best decisions in my early 20's with the people I was with. But...like Kelly says (which I love) I can't change the past and what brought me to this day. I can what happens in tomorrow.
Thank you all
xoxo