Shaylynn

As someone who have also had a second recurrence, I can empathize just how terrible and depressing it is for you. What is worse it that you are very very young and yet you have what an old person like myself is supposed to get. With such a short time of remission, the blow must be all the harder to take.
The good news is that after the first shocks pass, you will feel better. I wish you the very best and feel free to vent here at OCF. The coping/anger & fear forum is a safe place to express yourself without hearing Pollyanna type reassurances from those who never had cancer, just factual encouragement from those who have suffered also,