And scared. I'm trying to stay positive. It's just hard. I'm not particularly negative, just really scared.

Sigh.

I'm seeing MO and RO a week from today and the day after that, so I'll have to wait for a week to hear the results. Not sure how I'll be able to focus on anything during this week, but I'm glad it's busy at work, and I'm glad my three young kids will keep me fully engaged on the weekend. Otherwise I'd worry and drive my poor husband insane.

38 yo@dx, female, non-smoker, non-drinker, SCC right lateral tongue. T2N2aMx stage IVa; 1/20/09 bilateral neck dissection, hemiglossectomy, micromets in 2 right nodes, left all clear. 33xIMRT + 3 cisplatins. Tx completed 5/08/09. PET scan 7/29/09 clear, 5/26/10 clear, chest x-ray 5/23/11 clear