Danny-
I've been on vacation camping with my grandkids and young daughter and have just read your post. We all feel as you do at times. Life on earth as we know it doesn't make sense and anger is part of it all. Know that many people you haven't met yet are praying for you and asking God to ease your burdens right now. I truly believe there is a better life out there free of desease and pain and some of us will be enjoying it sooner than later. I pray he will comfort your soul and send you peace and strength. You have been there for so many of us and we are there for you now. Hang in there! Love - Kris