Dan,

And why wouldn't you be mad at the world?? You look at other people and they seem to have everything, health and energy and plans for fun stuff to do, while you are sick and tired and scared.

Maybe you need to do a little of whining and yelling and kicking things and even breaking dishes. i find that breaking something in the kitchen is a sort of release, and then you sort of punish yourself by having to clean it up.

Honestly, Danny, your messages have been so cheerful and sensible, it's a relief to see that you are human too. I am angry at the world because of what happened to you, why wouldn't you be angry?

I am afraid I am not being very helpful.

Leena


scc right tonsil T1N1M0, right tonsillectomy + modified neck dissection 3/04, radiation IMRT both sides X33 ended 6/04.
Also had renal cell carcinoma, left kidney removed 11/04