Hilllary
The worst part of this forum is the sharing the grief that is so heartfelt.
We can only supply words, I for one would love to be there to give you a hug.
Within the past few months I have lost both of my parents and I know the pain that you all feeling, it numbs you to the core.
There is a saying that time heals, it doesn't really but time does take the razor sharp edges from the pain.
Please stay with us, we will try to help where we can..
You are more than welcome to e-mail me direct..
one day soon you will walk in the sun again
Love and Hugs
Helen