Seremom:

Something you said really touched me. "I think Ken was prepared to die - I don't think he was prepared to live." I was so well prepared by this site and my physician to have a real battle to fight, that my depression was from guilt.

I thought I got off too easy. I still have a hard time controlling the elation I feel at having a good report, and balancing the needs of others in this forum who are having it rough.

I second guess my treatment plan when recurrences are said to be cancer that wasn't treated appropriately the first time around.

My next check is next Monday, and while I am sure I am fine, I still get the pit in the stomach when I know it is coming. Thank God for prozac! and this forum!

Sincerely,
Lisa