Dear Nancy14, Kathy and others who have posted, thank you for your prayers. Please know that you too are in my thoughts and I wish you all the very best.

I was driving home from the supermarket the other day feeling sad that another day had passed and that meant another day less for me to spend with John. Then, as I turned into our street, I suddenly came to the realization that even if John was not at all sick and that the cancer had not hit us hard, with every passing day, it would still mean one day less to spend with John. Today should not be any different from any other day in our lives. I went home and told John and we are both resolved that we will carry on with life as we have always done -- with no regrets.