Thanx Max,
I'm trying to focus on the possitive and let go of all the negative stuff. I know that possitive thoughts bring possitive out come, sometimes I just need to be reminded

When I had my consultation with the radiologist I remember sitting in the waiting area and all I saw were faces no younger than 60 yrs of age. I remember feeling so bad and alone at that moment, I remember thinking how can I relate to anyone here.

For a while I didn't want anything to do with any support groups or what not. I guess it was fear, anger and most of all denial, I didn't want to believe that this was happening to me at 30 yrs WHO GETS ORAL CANCER AT 30??? But I've come to realize cancer knows no age, gender, sex or anything it just happens.