Thanx Tina and Kathy,
Tina yes, I too am a control freak..lol not having control is what freaks me out the most, the all too familiar words that play out in my head day in and day out from my radiologist "your chances for recurrence are overall low, however there is no such thing as zero" those words scare me the most! it's crazy to me how I've made it through so much in life, but these few stupid words are bringing me practically to my knees. But just a week away from Radiation therapy it's time to shake it off and put on my bring it on jersey and helmet and do a little tackling!!