It's yours to keep at the end. I still have mine. Everytime I give a speech on OC I take it with me for the flash effect. The first time they clamed me down I thought my heart was going to pound it's way thru my chest. The first time my wife saw me clamoed to the table she ran out of the room fearing she would faint. Neither of us were prepared like we try and prepare every newbie on this site but somehow we still made it thru.

David

Age 58 at Dx, HPV16+ SCC, Stage IV BOT+2 nodes, non smoker, casual drinker, exercise nut, Cisplatin x 3 & concurrent IMRT x 35,(70 Gy), no surgery, no Peg, Tx at Moffitt over Aug 06. Jun 07, back to riding my bike 100 miles a wk. Now doing 12 Spin classes and 60 outdoor miles per wk. Nov 13 completed Hilly Century ride for Cancer, 104 miles, 1st Place in my age group. Apr 2014 & 15, Spun for 9 straight hrs to raise $$ for YMCA's Livestrong Program. Certified Spin Instructor Jun 2014.