Erin, welcome to a family of some of the most friendly and caring people on Earth. We will hold your hand through this and help you if you'll let us. I would not have made it if not for the support of the OCF members. Some of these cancers are very curable. Some things you will learn on here can make your life SO much easier. Please stay in touch. Take Brians above advise. Tell us about yourself and what is going on with you. We are here for you.