Just remembering something about Lala land.
Martin After his operation kept asking me where he wsa supposed to put the book. He was lying in the hospital bed then. Where the books arranged by alphabetical order? What book? Where?
The morphine also made him see a bodyless hand, the hand kept coming to pinch the staples in his neck while he wasn't looking. It lived underneath the curtain. It was funny, but not for him, he was terrified of the hand and asked to be given less morphine.

Girlfriend to Martin 49 years old at diagnosis
Diagnosed with SCC unknown primary June 2008.
Cancer found in single node Stage N2A (3 to 6cm).
Tonsilectomy 16th june, Radical modified neck dissection left side 30th june.
30 TX radiotherapy ended 9th October
First comparative study scan came back clear