Thanks for your thoughts Bart, David2 and Uptown. I'm fine with my decision. I had a lot of good times with drink and a lot of bad. Never could get a handle on that moderation thing.
Whether I caused a recurrence remains to be seen. It's time for another PET soon. At least I still have my opiates for now. I guess I'll have to follow Huey Lewis's quest. Thanks again.

Age 54 at DX 06/20/13 Left Neck Mass 07/11/13 DX SCC OC T0N2bM0 Stg IVa p16 neg. 08/09/13 Tonsilectomy and Adnoidectomy, Panendoscopy. Unknown Primary. Begin RAD 09/30/13 Cisplatin 10/01&22/13 PICC 10/21/13. PEG 10/25/13 to 1/24/14. Erbitux x 3. End 35 RAD 11/22/13 Clear PET 02/25/14