Thank you Christine! You definitely give me hope! We had our priest come to our home last night and pray with us & do a special prayer for my Dad. I think that helped my Dad feel more comforted. We are working on getting him an appointment to get his first PET scan & have a port this week so that he can start chemo. I think once the process is started he will feel more at ease since something is being done to stop it. I am going to look for a therapist and see if they can help my mother & father, they both are breaking down & I'm really worried about them. My faith is keeping me sane & I'm an optimist, but I do break down once in a while with my husband, and everyone is so worried about me because I'm 27 weeks pregnant. Again, thank you for your response.

Caregiver along with my mother to my Father
SCC 12/2012 age 63
25 rad end 2/2013
10 rad end 7/2013
9/19 recur. Stage IV
not a candidate for surgery
more chemo 10/2013
Clear PET 01/2014
cancer back on PET 04/2014
not operable MET to nose
at a NCCN
35 Rad start 06/23/14
Chemo every week during Rad for 7 weeks