I smoke and drink beer daily and I have made this mess and I don't deserve to upset My Family with what I have done to Myself,,,,I don't want any of You to get the wrong impression of Me though,,,I am a Good Person and Irish decent and this is just Who I am,,,,I am beyond terrified and the only Ones I have to talk to right now are all of You:( I am so lost and can't wait till the 29th to see the ENT Dr. I may not have mentioned that this thing under My Tongue, Floor of Mouth hurts alot so I can't imagine that Dysplacia can hurt this much makes Me think otherwise,,Hymmmm?