I am still here, and check in every once in awhile. Work is crazy and I now suffer from depression as well as PTSD like Gary. Working through that with my psychologist and zoloft. I sure can tell when i forget to take it. With boy scouts, work, and everything else, I have very little time on here. I will not be posting much for awhile, but will be lurking. It hurts to type, write, lift things. I am going to see a specialist Dec 2nd to find out what is going on. My PCP thinks the port caused some nerve damage. Who knows?