I used to love going out to try new restaurants and bars.

I used to love meeting up with my girlfriends everyweek for catchup and casual chit chat.

I used to get down and play with my two year old - now i just sit and watch her play.

I used to love cooking and trying out new recipes.

I used to love being out and about on beautiful days and enjoy the sun's rays.

Will i ever i ever do these things again and enjoy these little pleasures in life? On a day like today, all those thingsi love doing seems like another lifetime ago. And i know i should be grateful i havent got it as bad as some, but today it so hard to be grateful for anything.

Minh