Thanks Cookey but I was one step ahead of you. I did read the post and it does help. Pandora I hear you and just keep listening to your ipod and enjoying the music. I am so thankful that we have this web site for support. As I sit here on my computer and typing I feel that I am in another place where I am understood. It is so hard to explain what is going on inside of you when one has not walked in your shoes. I appreciated all the replies and anymore to come.