Tammy it may help you to read Charms thread about Christmas it may help.This is a time of the year that our frailties and the things we have lost float to the surface and the pictures we see of happy smiling faces eating and drinking and living life to the full can just bring home how different your life is now.Its easy to say you should be grateful for what you have but human nature being what it is, grieving for what you have lost and what you have to endure is normal and very understandable.


Liz in the UK

Husband Robin aged 44 years Dx 8th Dec 2006 poorly differentiated SCC tongue with met to neck T1N2cM0 Surgery and Radiation.Finished TX April 2007
Recurrence June/07 died July 29th/07.

Never take your eye off the ball, it may just smack you in the mouth.