Hi Tonya,
I keep thinking to myself, it is going to get easier.
Dec. 1, will be the 2nd month since I lost my Mother to this horrible disease.

The Holiday season has not helped much since we were always together. Some days, I feel a sense of strength coming from her, others, I sob like a baby. I chose to work this Thankgiving because we had a tradition of her calling to wake me every holiday and greeting the day. I couldn't bear to be at home with no call coming.
I too find myself coming back here when I feel the need to "connect" with someone who can relate to my pain and sorrow...and in return, I log off with a sense of security and thankfulness

Bless all,
dee