Good to hear your experience, Brenda. I told everyone this week from the chemo, radiation and surgery department that I was freaked out completely on the morphine. I'm hoping that makes my chart, as I've told every medical professional all week long. People keep reminding me these doctors are suppose to work for ME. Unfortunately, I don't desire to be a monster, but I'm going to have to get my perspective straight.

All of the input here has been fantastic. I'm ashamed of myself if I'm not in control. Memory loss bugs the heck out of me.

Jen