I am right where you are, AnnMarie. Getting mask fitted today, start rad/chemo May 14. As radiation oncologist was describing all of the steps, the medications, side effects, etc. yesterday, I really began to feel overwhelmed, but it passed.

In a very short period of time, we will both be able to begin counting the days until we are cancer free. I am going to continue working as long as I can, and will remain active otherwise. Sitting is the worst, as it gets the mind rolling, which is a bad thing. ;-)

We tend to focus on all of the bad stuff that CAN happen in terms of side effects, and our mind turns that around and makes it seem like they WILL happen. According to my oncologist, about half of those going through this treatment course have "minimal" side effects. With anti-nausea and saliva producing medication, quality of life is significantly improved.

Keep posting and good luck. You will be in all of our thoughts.