I am trying to be strong, but i'm so scared and depressed I can hardly focus.

I find myself sleeping or walking back and forth in my house. I barely get my house cleaned at all. I'm not a slop by nature, but I feel like i'm turning into one.

It's beautiful outside, but It's an effort to sit in one spot for to long.

Someone please talk me outta this panic attack

Age 55, Right side throat with ear pain. Squamous cell carcinoma of the supraglottis with cervical neck metastasis. Stage IV disease with a T3, N2, MX

March 2008, diagnosed with Non-Hodgkins Folicular Lymphoma

Now taking Thyroid pills for side effects of Rad Treatments

And Life Goes On...