For what it's worth, my opinion is - trust in your Dr. is everything. This whole cancer thing is a crap shoot as far as I'm concerned and YOU have to feel good/resovled about your decisions. I told my Dr. that making a decision about my treatment is like buying real estate in a foreign country from a broker speaking a different language I don't understand - did I just buy swampland?? Also sounds like you may be the kind of person who usually is the one taking care of others and now people are showing their concern for you - that can be hard too - again, make decisions that you think are best for you = not what you think others want....terry