Just giving a quick update. Not feeling too bad after the first surgery. First 3 days...i had the most terrible earache, if i tried to swallow. The saliva was super thick and gross...lol. Still couldnt get anything to go down but liquids...very liquidy. It was after the 5th day that things got better...no thick saliva, could swallow pudding...and managed to talk ok....little slurred but understandable. Stitches started coming out like crazy. It bothered me so, i went to see the ENT, he said that was normal, but ....he dropped the bombshell...Cancer was still present in the margins of the tumor that was removed and he felt that removing more would improve my chances , along with radiation. So, tomorrow is the next surgery...not healed from the first, but he said that is good. Will keep you updated on the ongoing journey. P.s. i really scared myself silly before the first surgery. I didnt feel a thing! Even after, the recovery , was not as bad as my mind was making it out to be. Your fear is your biggest hurdle. Stay strong, my friends.