I'm sorry to hear about the cancer recurrences. This is so difficult; we all want to kill it dead forever the first time; having it return must be devastating.

Perfectly understandable to be confused. Given the facts. This is the third time you are dealing with cancer so you have more experience and knowledge than many of us here. You have received multiple opinions from top cancer facilities and if there is agreement with the recommended treatment plan that that is pretty much the way forward if you choose treatment.

I agree with others that only you can decide the path forward. We have zero personal understanding how life is for you on a daily basis and all the other facets of your life.

There are others here who have undergone multiple treatments who are active on the boards. Hopefully a few will offer their personal insights.