pleased yes I guess so,never put my life is someones hands like this.Getting ready to leave for a fun day of scans,I'm sure everyone of you guys felt this feeling of not wanting to know but knowing you have to find out how bad or good things are.I just want to say thanks haven't been on here before but the little I have is helping me,just from reading,and these little chats..THANK YOU!!

just found out I have squamous cell cancer 11/11/14
stage 4 lower right jaw bone 11/21/14
stage 2 lymph node 11/21/14
surgery 12/30/14 16 hour. Removed lower right jaw. All lymph nodes from right side of neck,and checked some on left side. The margins all came back clear. Radiation and chemo next