Hi,
We are 2.5 years out and I can honestly say I still struggle with this. We will have another PET scan in June. The closer that gets the more the stomach hurts. It really is the new normal and I had to talk to our doctor about something for the anxiety. I needed it more in the first year than I do now, but even now I am very happy to have it.
Please know what you are feeling is normal and it is great that you are reaching out for advice. Please look into some counseling or at the very least some meds to help. And stay in touch!!
Hoping you find some peace,
Kathy


Kathy wife/caregiver to:
Kevin age:53
Dx 7/15/11
HPV16+ SCC Stage IV BOT/R
Non smoker, casual drinker
7/27/11 Cistplatin, taxotere,5FU 2/3week sessions, followed by IMRT 125cgy x 60 (2x daily) w/Erbitux weekly. Last rad 10/26/11. Last Erbitux 10/27/11
PEG placed 9/1/11 Removed 11/8/11
Clear PET 10/12 and 10/13 and ct in 6/14