Thank you guys for your support. I think I need to see someone about addiction. It's just my mother has been my sole support system and now that she's given up on me I just feel like what's the point. I feel like I'm a China doll trying not to crack.

Large sore on right side tongue. Had for 3 mos. biopsied came back stage 2 well differentiated tongue cancer. Partial tongue removal and neck disect. On feb142012. Rads for 6weeks finished in June. Couldn't speak or eat for 5 months. Clear pet scan dec 2012. Former smoker hpv- 27male. Recent ENT visit said "as far as I can tell you're cured" 💗