I am so lost. To go from a 24/7 caregiver to nothing is so very hard. To loose the love of my life so very suddenly when I thought he would pull through and get better is so very hard. The two of us had so many plans for when he got better. Traveling in our new motorhome and enjoying his recent retirement from 43 years with the phone company. I just miss him so very much and wish I could get a muligan. I cry all the time and need him in my life. I hope someday this will all get better....