My heart goes out to you in the loss of your husband, i lost my husband joel 6 months ago and also was the love of my life, almost 30 years married, i have learned to stay busy or when i am home alone, i tend to miss him so much and think about him. mornings seem to be worse for me for some reason. i am trying to pick up the pieces with the help of good family and friends, but i have to believe he is not in pain anymore and my faith helps to keep me going.

CG to Joel 1st tumor flr of mouth 1998, 38 rad trmts 2nd tumor back of mouth/throat, rad neck, part remvl of jaw, soft palate rmvl, no chemo or rad, has a peg tube since dec 2011.Frmr smkr 25yrs ago, drinker, worked in HVAC indus 35yrs. 3rd dx on 6/20/12, hospice6/29/12, died July 17, 2012