PICC line in today, start carbo/taxo/Erbitux tomorrow. Anyone have any idea when my hair will start falling out? I hate, hate, hate being hooked up all nite to the tube feeding...and then spending so much time during the day giving myself water. No time for myself at all. I have 2 friends who have been indispensable, driving me to Ann Arbor, and all my appointments here. Dad hasn't really been any help at all, sadly. He's barely able to function because of his IBD and depression. As they were putting in the PICC today, I laid there thinking ,"Why am I doing this?!? Why???"

Why?