That's what I am afraid of... that years down the road from now this wound is going to feel as open and raw as it does right now. I miss her so much and feel robbed. She is going to miss so much. I'm not married yet nor do I have any children so learning to accept that she is not going to be with me for those special moments is almost impossible.

Amy CG to mom Janet - diag w/ early SCC 8/11-surg w/ rad neck dissect & graft from arm/thigh 9/11-evid in nodes tx 6 wks rads (5/wk) w/cistplatin (1/wk for 6 wks) began 11/11-wk or 2 break 12/11 due to severe side effects-done 1/12- 3/23/12 mets to liver lung bone-hospice 4/7/12-lost fight 4/22/12