Oh Aimee reading your post was so heartbreaking. I lost my Mom 12 years ago and I still think about her every day. After my Mom died I got some grief counseling and it really helped. For me the first year was the hardest. Sending you lots of hugs...we are all here for you. I believe what Cheryl said, your Mom is your guardian Angel now and will always watch over you.

Take care,

Shelley

Caregiver to husband Ron. Throat Cancer. Finished 35 radiation treatments on 11/21/04. 8/2/11 small lesion on lower gum, laser Procedure to remove. 3/6/12 Doc. removed another lesion on outside of his neck. Did a skin graft from his chest to replace the skin on his neck. Went to Heaven on 6/24/12.