Well, I'm back....because it's back. I had a swollen submandibular lymph node on my surgical side. CT showed two large nodes. Needle biopsy last Friday is positive. I'm awaiting a date for my Radical Neck Dissection. My mother is furious that I want to just give up and let it run it's course. Basically, I forced her to get chemo/radiation a couple months ago for her inoperable lung cancer, so she is insisting that I get treatment too.

I'm so pissed at my sister for committing suicide last October...cuz I certainly can't make my parents go through that again.

I hate my life.