I think you should get the biopsy, tell the doctor all of your symptoms and follow through with it.

Check around your area for financial support systems. Some hospitals have programs to help people in financial trouble.

The longer you wait the worse shape you can get in. I say all of this because I just last week got my biopsy and am currently waiting on the results. I won't lie...the wait is nerve wrecking, but you just can't let this go.

And please don't end it. You mean the world to your child, and your life does have meaning. Dark places can be lit by even the smallest candle of hope.