#92842 03-30-2009 12:50 PM | Joined: Oct 2007 Posts: 83 Supporting Member (50+ posts) | OP  Supporting Member (50+ posts)
Joined: Oct 2007 Posts: 83 | the day before my next PETScan....I'm anxious to have it done and then to see the Med Onc Friday for the results and dread it all at the same time.
We had to say goodbye to a fellow motorcyclist and lover of life. He was 35years old and got tagged with colon cancer a couple of weeks after we found my cancer. He fought the good fight and never gave up...R.I.P Vman1300..see you on down the road.
Stage 4b BOT and node on right of throat. did 38 trips of TOMO PEG tube,Cysplatin,Taxotere & 5fu 1st 4th and 7th week, changed to Erbitux for the last 4 weeks. 1st PETS since end of TX..CLEAR 6mos out and 2 nodes are hot. Bilateral neck dissection on 10/31/08. Clear Scan 3/31/09 & 8/02/2010
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Joined: Sep 2006 Posts: 1,357 Likes: 5 | Hi Gary - sending you positive thoughts. I know what you mean about pre-test anxiety. I spend weeks finding new lumps and bumps prior to a scan then get to worry (Canadians worry for longer) a week or two for the results.
One of the wierdest things?? After you have had the test, you kind of shake it off - deep sigh, and say to yourself - "well what it is is what it is". Almost like it was a test you had to study for! Anyone else experience these wierd thoughts? (Please say yes SOMEONE!!)
We'll be watching for your results. Stay positive.
Donna
Donna,69, SCC L Tongue T2N1MO Stg IV 4/04 w/partial gloss;32 radtx; T2N2M0 Stg IV; R tongue-2nd partial gloss w/graft 10/07; 30 radtx/2 cispl 2/08. 3rd Oral Cancer surgery 1/22 - Stage 1. 2022 surgery eliminated swallowing and bottom left jaw. Now a “Tubie for Life”.no food envy - Thank God! Surviving isn't easy!!!! .Proudly Canadian - YES, UNIVERSAL HEALTH CARE IS WONDERFUL! (Not perfect but definitely WONDERFUL)
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Joined: Jun 2007 Posts: 5,260 | Yes Donna, if that helps you LOL. But yes we all worry some.
Since posting this. UPMC, Pittsburgh, Oct 2011 until Jan. I averaged about 2 to 3 surgeries a week there. w Can't have jaw made as bone is deteroriating steaily that is left in jaw. Mersa is to blame. Feeding tube . Had trach for 4mos. Got it out April.
--- Passed away 5/14/14, will be greatly missed by everyone here
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Joined: Feb 2004 Posts: 598 | Donna --
Absolutely!! It is sort of a magnified version of what I experienced after taking the Bar Exam in California in 1980. You take the test for 3 days in July, and in our case, the results came out December 16. Coming out of the test, you are exhausted, but confident. Then, as the days wear on you get a little doubt, but go about your life, and then as October and November creep around, the doubt and the anxiety increase daily, so that by the day before the results are announced, you KNOW you failed. ;-)
Same thing here. I have my next PET, next week, and visit to MO for normal follow-up and PET results the following week. in fact, now that I think of it, I just passed the 2 year anniversary of diagnosis. The anxiety for me will start about Wednesday of this week, and will ramp up until I have the scan, then go away, and ramp up again just before the results.
You are not alone!
Jeff
SCC Right BOT Dx 3/28/2007
T2N2a M0G1,Stage IVa
Bilateral Neck Dissection 4/11/2007
39 x IMRT, 8 x Cisplatin Ended 7/11/07
Complete response to treatment so far!!
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Joined: Jun 2007 Posts: 10,507 Likes: 7 | Gary and Jeff:
Best of luck with your PET scans. Hope they are clear!
Donna, Yep, me too. I worry like crazy for about a week before the scan then as I walk out, I just think "oh well, hope its all good, but cant change it if its bad"
ChristineSCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44 2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07 -65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr Clear PET 1/08 4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I surg 4/16/08 clr marg 215 HBO dives 3/09 teeth out, trismus 7/2/09 recur, Stg IV 8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy 3wks medicly inducd coma 2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit PICC line IV antibx 8 mo 10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg OC 3x in 3 years very happy to be alive  | | | | | Joined: Oct 2007 Posts: 83 Supporting Member (50+ posts) | | OP Supporting Member (50+ posts)
Joined: Oct 2007 Posts: 83 | A darn fine day Saw my Med ONC on Friday afternoon and the words were...your PETScan came back CLEAR!!! WhoHOOO!! Tells me to keep doing what I've been doing and see you in 3 months. Thank you Lord for answered prayers, thank you OCF for the day to day wisdom of dealing with this.
Stage 4b BOT and node on right of throat. did 38 trips of TOMO PEG tube,Cysplatin,Taxotere & 5fu 1st 4th and 7th week, changed to Erbitux for the last 4 weeks. 1st PETS since end of TX..CLEAR 6mos out and 2 nodes are hot. Bilateral neck dissection on 10/31/08. Clear Scan 3/31/09 & 8/02/2010
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Joined: Jun 2007 Posts: 5,260 | congrats Gary and may you remain this happy for years to come.
Since posting this. UPMC, Pittsburgh, Oct 2011 until Jan. I averaged about 2 to 3 surgeries a week there. w Can't have jaw made as bone is deteroriating steaily that is left in jaw. Mersa is to blame. Feeding tube . Had trach for 4mos. Got it out April.
--- Passed away 5/14/14, will be greatly missed by everyone here
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Joined: Sep 2006 Posts: 1,357 Likes: 5 | What wonderful news - go out and Celebrate!! We look forward to being here with you to celebrate many more clear results
Donna
Donna,69, SCC L Tongue T2N1MO Stg IV 4/04 w/partial gloss;32 radtx; T2N2M0 Stg IV; R tongue-2nd partial gloss w/graft 10/07; 30 radtx/2 cispl 2/08. 3rd Oral Cancer surgery 1/22 - Stage 1. 2022 surgery eliminated swallowing and bottom left jaw. Now a “Tubie for Life”.no food envy - Thank God! Surviving isn't easy!!!! .Proudly Canadian - YES, UNIVERSAL HEALTH CARE IS WONDERFUL! (Not perfect but definitely WONDERFUL)
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Joined: Mar 2008 Posts: 3,082 | Gary
Pouring a little wine down my PEG to celebrate your good news since I can't be there to drink with you
congratulations
65 yr Old Frack
Stage IV BOT T3N2M0 HPV 16+
2007:72GY IMRT(40) 8 ERBITUX No PEG
2008:CANCER BACK Salvage Surgery
25GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin
Apaghia /G button
2012: CANCER BACK -left tonsilar fossa
40GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin
Passed away 4-29-13
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Joined: Sep 2006 Posts: 8,311 | Way to go Gary. Keep up the good work.
David
Age 58 at Dx, HPV16+ SCC, Stage IV BOT+2 nodes, non smoker, casual drinker, exercise nut, Cisplatin x 3 & concurrent IMRT x 35,(70 Gy), no surgery, no Peg, Tx at Moffitt over Aug 06. Jun 07, back to riding my bike 100 miles a wk. Now doing 12 Spin classes and 60 outdoor miles per wk. Nov 13 completed Hilly Century ride for Cancer, 104 miles, 1st Place in my age group. Apr 2014 & 15, Spun for 9 straight hrs to raise $$ for YMCA's Livestrong Program. Certified Spin Instructor Jun 2014.
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