I am so sorry to hear about your father. I can only hope your pain becomes more bearable with time. Your dad knows you were there with him for the entire journey. Sometimes that is enough...or at least all we can do.

Im very sorry for your loss. It sounds like your father did very well handling the treatments. Losing a parent is never easy. I do understand what you are going thru, I lost both of my parents many years ago. Try to think about happier times and let those memories help you to remember your father before he was sick. Take time to grieve and try to remember to be good to yourself.

Oh Kaykay, life just is not fair. I really do feel your pain.
I don't know that you will ever get answers to all your questions.
I think that you just have to treasure the memories. Think of all the good times you had together and of all the love you shared. Know that he fought hard. You all did your very best to get him a good quality of life and to keep him with you. it just wasn't to be.
I pray you find the strength to get through these very difficult weeks and months.
Tammy

Oh Kaykay - I'm so sorry to hear of your Dad's passing. There is never enough time when we lose someone close to us. I'm sure your Dad felt the love and the tender moments you had with him as he fought so hard to make it through this tremendous challenge. Just know that his love is still surrounding you and helping you now, as you make it through these sad days and moments.

I am so sorry for your loss. I recently lost my father so I have an inkling of what you are going through. Much love hand hugs to you during this difficult time. It is never easy to lose a loved one.

the last 4 weeks have been very buisy,we've had alot of firsts,mothers day, first trip to a family holiday shack without dad,1st granddaughters 21st which dad had set as a date he wanted to be able to eat something and have a beer and generally feel well enough to enjoy the day,first stay at mums with out dad being there,i know there are plenty more to come and that each will be as hard as the other,this is the first wkend that we have nothing on and im not looking forward to it,keeping buisy seems to have helped,its the quiet times at night that my mind turns to dad,dont want a whole wkend of quiet !lm still struggling to come to terms with the reality of it all,l do know one thing for sure, so far it hasnt got easier its got harder, the crying just starts up anywhere any time and i cant stop it...i can hear him and see him like it was only yesterday ,l just cant get my head around the fact that i wont see him again, i honestly dont know how to go on with out him in my life...it trueley sux !!!!

Sorry for your loss, it does eventually get easier but you do have to allow yourself to grieve. Try to remember the good times. I lost my dad in March, it was heart breaking but he was suffering and unhappy. I love him, and miss him, but try to remember the good times with him. hugs, love and peace to you.