Christine

Third time is just too hard. It's unfair. I don't know why some of us have to get treated like Job in the bible although I pray it all turns out well in the end (like Job). sorry but I can't think of anything cheerful nor inspirational. I don't think anyone who has not had a recurrence can truly appreciate what you are going through nor how hard it is. You amaze me with your strength and courage. As I have been posting recently on cancer survivor articles, I am sick and tired of the tyranny of positive thinking that permeates most of the public's comments and attitude towards cancer. Yes, we need to do what we need to do, but let's not minimize the real pain and horror we are enduring. This is terrible news.


65 yr Old Frack
Stage IV BOT T3N2M0 HPV 16+
2007:72GY IMRT(40) 8 ERBITUX No PEG
2008:CANCER BACK Salvage Surgery
25GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin
Apaghia /G button
2012: CANCER BACK -left tonsilar fossa
40GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin

Passed away 4-29-13