Christine
You have every right to be concerned about the scan. Let's hope for the very best. I am amazed at the love and caring on OCF as demonstrated by suemarie and her mother taking care of your dogs. At least that is one less thing to worry about.
I am finishing up reading "Why Bad Things Happen to Good People". While I liked the beginning and its exegesis of the Book of Job, not sure about its conclusions. All I do know is that very bad things do happen to very good people who do not deserve such suffering. I can only hope I can muster a fraction of your fortitude and spirit if I face round 3. You consistently demonstrate personal courage, faith, and a continued zest for life despite facing more than most people could bear. You are in my thoughts and prayers
Charm