I don't really want to expound too much because my Uptown reads these posts, but there are some things possibly going on with his wellness and I'd really appreciate it if you folks will pray or do whatever your religious belief encourages while we "hurry up and wait" to see if the stuff happening is just stuff happening or if the shoe's about to drop.

I've decided that it isn't inappropriate for me to say I'm an emotional weakling right now. I almost got used to things being okay and stuff started looking up...possibility of job, scholarship(ish) to go to school...

I love that silly goose so much I can't imagine the what if... frown

Thanks for just being there to encourage us all and to have a safe place to admit you're scared without being ridiculed. Yes, I know worry doesn't change a thing but prayer sure does!

Susan


Caregiver to Uptown/Ed, SCC Stage IV, Base of tongue - Completed Chemo (Cisplatnin/5FU) and 45 days' simultaneous Radiation 10/08/03