Danny, I really don't have any other advice to add to what the others have said, but I want you to know that you have been a very positve voice to this board. Please follow what the others have suggested. You are one of the bright lites here. Never give up hope. Prove them wrong, beat it back and look forward to the positive things you can do once this treatment ends. I wish I could bring you out of the depression but you are in control of that. The fight is in you and the strength also is in you. You are too important to your family and those of us here to let this disease rule you. Don't give it the right. Hang in there Danny, you can do it and we will be here to support you.