Dan,
I have to agree with Joanna. The anti-depressants can only do so much for you. You need to vent with a professional and us as well.
I remember your posts at the beginning of your journey. You became consumed with the concern that you may not be getting enough nutrition into you. Do you remember that?
You have to go back to that thinking again Dan. You have to keep up your strength. Force yourself to eat even if you do not feel like it. A full stomach always makes us feel a little better. You are a fighter Dan and we expect no less from you. Please do not give up.
David